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"COLLECTION_NAME = \"obsidian_notes\""
]
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"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# ⚙️ Environment & Weaviate Setup\n",
"Loads the environment and connects to Weaviate with JinaAI key."
]
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"metadata": {},
"outputs": [
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"/home/geezo/second_brain/.venv/lib/python3.12/site-packages/weaviate/warnings.py:314: ResourceWarning: Con004: The connection to Weaviate was not closed properly. This can lead to memory leaks.\n",
" Please make sure to close the connection using `client.close()`.\n",
" warnings.warn(\n",
"/tmp/ipykernel_247558/595924329.py:12: ResourceWarning: unclosed <socket.socket fd=72, family=2, type=1, proto=6, laddr=('127.0.0.1', 38708), raddr=('127.0.0.1', 8080)>\n",
" client = connect_weaviate()\n",
"ResourceWarning: Enable tracemalloc to get the object allocation traceback\n"
]
}
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"source": [
"import os\n",
"import hashlib\n",
"from dotenv import load_dotenv\n",
"import weaviate\n",
"from weaviate.classes.config import Property, DataType\n",
"from weaviate.util import generate_uuid5\n",
"from fastembed import LateInteractionTextEmbedding\n",
"\n",
"def connect_weaviate():\n",
" return weaviate.connect_to_local()\n",
"\n",
"client = connect_weaviate()"
]
},
{
"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# 🏗️ Create Collection\n",
"Initializes a collection with `text` and `docid` fields."
]
},
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"cell_type": "code",
"execution_count": 31,
"metadata": {},
"outputs": [
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"/home/geezo/second_brain/.venv/lib/python3.12/site-packages/weaviate/collections/classes/config.py:2082: PydanticDeprecatedSince211: Accessing the 'model_fields' attribute on the instance is deprecated. Instead, you should access this attribute from the model class. Deprecated in Pydantic V2.11 to be removed in V3.0.\n",
" for cls_field in self.model_fields:\n"
]
}
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"source": [
"def create_collection(client, name):\n",
" client.collections.create(\n",
" name,\n",
" vectorizer_config=None,\n",
" generative_config=None,\n",
" properties=[\n",
" Property(name=\"text\", data_type=DataType.TEXT),\n",
" Property(name=\"docid\", data_type=DataType.TEXT),\n",
" ]\n",
" )\n",
"\n",
"\n",
"create_collection(client, COLLECTION_NAME)"
]
},
{
"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# 📂 Load Files from Directory\n",
"Loads the content of all files in the target directory into memory."
]
},
{
"cell_type": "code",
"execution_count": 32,
"metadata": {},
"outputs": [],
"source": [
"def load_documents(directory):\n",
" documents = []\n",
" for root, _, files in os.walk(directory):\n",
" for filename in files:\n",
" path = os.path.join(root, filename)\n",
" if os.path.isfile(path) and path[-3:] == \".md\":\n",
" with open(path, \"r\", encoding=\"utf-8\") as f:\n",
" text = f.read()\n",
" if text.replace(\" \", \"\") == \"\":\n",
" continue\n",
" # Use full relative path for more consistent hashing\n",
" relative_path = os.path.relpath(path, start=directory)\n",
" doc_id = hashlib.md5(relative_path.encode()).hexdigest()\n",
" documents.append({\"id\": doc_id, \"text\": text})\n",
" return documents\n",
"\n",
"documents = load_documents(\"/home/geezo/second_brain/sample_files\")"
]
},
{
"cell_type": "code",
"execution_count": 34,
"metadata": {},
"outputs": [
{
"name": "stdout",
"output_type": "stream",
"text": [
"810\n"
]
}
],
"source": [
"print(len(documents))"
]
},
{
"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# 🧠 Generate Embeddings\n",
"Uses the ColBERTv2 model to embed each document's text."
]
},
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"cell_type": "code",
"execution_count": 35,
"metadata": {},
"outputs": [],
"source": [
"def generate_embeddings(docs):\n",
" model = LateInteractionTextEmbedding(model_name=\"colbert-ir/colbertv2.0\")\n",
" texts = [doc[\"text\"] for doc in docs]\n",
" vectors = list(model.embed(texts))\n",
" for i, vec in enumerate(vectors):\n",
" docs[i][\"embedding\"] = list(vec)[0] # Assumes first sub-vector is valid input\n",
" return docs\n",
"\n",
"embedding_documents = generate_embeddings(documents)"
]
},
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"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# 🚚 Batch Upload to Weaviate\n",
"Pushes embedded documents into the Weaviate collection in batches."
]
},
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"cell_type": "code",
"execution_count": 36,
"metadata": {},
"outputs": [
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"name": "stdout",
"output_type": "stream",
"text": [
"✅ Total records in collection: 810\n"
]
}
],
"source": [
"def upload_to_weaviate(client, COLLECTION_NAME, docs):\n",
" collection = client.collections.get(COLLECTION_NAME)\n",
" with collection.batch.fixed_size(batch_size=10) as batch:\n",
" for doc in docs:\n",
" batch.add_object(\n",
" properties={\"text\": doc[\"text\"], \"docid\": doc[\"id\"]},\n",
" uuid=generate_uuid5(doc[\"id\"]),\n",
" vector=doc[\"embedding\"]\n",
" )\n",
" if collection.batch.failed_objects:\n",
" print(f\"❌ Failed imports: {len(collection.batch.failed_objects)}\")\n",
" print(collection.batch.failed_objects[0])\n",
" print(f\"✅ Total records in collection: {len(collection)}\")\n",
"\n",
"upload_to_weaviate(client, COLLECTION_NAME, embedding_documents)"
]
},
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"cell_type": "markdown",
"metadata": {},
"source": [
"# 🔍 Semantic Search Example\n",
"Run a query and retrieve the most similar documents using late interaction vectors."
]
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"{'text': '- debbie made a reservation flat James room.\\n\\t- She says it’s because she wanted to meet a potential partner there.\\n- She invites me because she has a reservation for two and it’s the day after my birthday \\n- Some other people find out\\n\\t- They wanna come\\n\\t\\t- Ashely is one of them\\n- I contemplate going or not\\n- I decide wtf do I have to lose. I’m not doing anything, I’m bored, and it’s the day after my birthday, let’s spend it with people.\\n- I show up.\\n- She’s there\\n- There’s two other niggas along with Debbie\\n- I think to myself she’s hot as fuck. I’m outta my element.\\n- Chandra shows up later\\n- I barely say anything, but I crack a few jokes here and there\\n- The pillow shit happens\\n\\t- There’s a couch opposite our table, it has two pillows. One of Robert Downey Junior, and another of Will i am.\\n\\t- Some Asian girl takes the one of rdj, she asks me to grab the one of will i am. \\n\\t\\t- I do it in a funny way.\\n\\t\\t- Everyone is laughing\\n- I pay for her drink\\n\\t- Debbie laid for everyone’s first round. So I only had to pay for one drink\\n\\t\\t- And her cookies\\n- She asks for my number… to reimburse me for the cookies.\\n\\t- I’m like it’s just cookies, it’s okay.\\n\\t- She asks again\\n\\t\\t- I reiterate. It’s just cookies\\n\\t\\t- In an idiot\\n\\t- She says “what if I really just want your number damn… niggas”\\n\\t\\t- I kinda get the hint, but I’m not sure. I text myself through her phone.\\n- We text.\\n- And the rest is history\\n\\n![[IMG_9077.png]]\\n\\n', 'docid': '092cd47b77b5306ba18ec4f69b9262ff'}\n",
"{'text': 'In the beginning, there was a plan,\\xa0 \\nAnd then came the assumptions, \\nAnd the assumptions were without form,\\xa0 \\nAnd the plan without substance,\\n\\nAnd the darkness was upon the face of the workers, \\nAnd they spoke among themselves saying,\\xa0 \\n\"It is a crock of shit and it stinks.\"\\n\\nAnd the workers went unto their Supervisors and said,\\xa0 \\n\"It is a pile of dung, and we cannot live with the smell.\"\\n\\nAnd the Supervisors went unto their Managers saying, \\n\"It is a container of excrement, and it is very strong,\\xa0 \\nSuch that none may abide by it.\"\\n\\nAnd the Managers went unto their Directors saying, \\n\"It is a vessel of fertilizer, and none may abide by its strength.\"\\n\\nAnd the Directors spoke among themselves saying to one another, \\n\"It contains that which aids plants growth, and it is very strong.\"\\n\\nAnd the Directors went to the Vice Presidents saying unto them, \\n\"It promotes growth, and it is very powerful.\"\\n\\nAnd the Vice Presidents went to the President, saying unto him, \\n\"This new plan will actively promote the growth and vigor\\xa0 \\nOf the company With very powerful effects.\"\\n\\nAnd the President looked upon the Plan\\xa0 \\nAnd saw that it was good,\\xa0 \\nAnd the Plan became Policy.\\n\\nAnd this, my friend, is how shit happens.', 'docid': '77e0f8a8ea16e02ebdc8889e260b6937'}\n",
"{'text': '---\\ntags:\\n - dailynote\\ndate:\\n \"{ date:YYYY-MM-DD }\": \\nbanner: \"![[revival_1280x720.png]]\"\\nbanner_y: 0.496\\nbanner_x: 0.5\\n---\\n\\n## **Notes** 📝 \\n\\n\\n## To Tobi\\n- I’m a bit confused\\n- I understand you’re hurt\\n\\t- What I don’t understand is how to came to the conclusion that I’ve been fake to you.\\n\\t\\t- we are friends yes. I don’t see how that translates to us being anything or than that.\\n\\t\\t- I’m not the one that said we could no longer be friends. That was your decision. So I don’t understand\\n- Yes I was a bit insensitive, and I acknowledged that on my own. And I explained that and I apologized. Not sure why you’re bringing that up again.\\n- Explain to me how I gaslit you?\\n\\t- Every time the conversation of a relationship came up, I always expressed my hesitation. You kept pushing.\\n- I have never called or treated you like or called you a loser.\\n- You brought up the point that we’re not the same kids that we were younger\\n\\t- Realistically speaking, what did you expect?\\n- please stop trying to vilify me. I did nothing wrong.\\n\\t- You may not have liked my decision, I tight not have been what you hoped for or expected, but I did nothing wrong.\\n- I even tried to explain to you my perspective, but all you got from that was “I came to Nigeria for my gf but couldn’t come to see you.” Essentially, trying to paint it as if I wronged you. That trip had nothing to do with you. Again, that was my girlfriend.\\n\\t- All I’m getting is, you didn’t do this for me, you’re not even trying to do this with me, me me me.\\n- I have emotions too, I can’t lie to myself. If it’s not gonna work for me it’s not going to work for me. \\n- You’re making it bigger than it is. You’re making it seem like our friendship was all for naught because I don’t want to get into a relationship with you. It’s not everyone I’m friends with I want to date. If anything, it makes it less likely. \\n\\t- If the only reason you were friendly to me was because you wanted a relationship out of it, then who has been the fake one this whole time? I’ve been friendly with you because you were my friend.\\n- This is the thing that really annoys me, you say these things that are hurtful and paint me in a bad light, and then when I react and defend myself, you make it seem like I’m the one misreading what you said. Like “oh I didn’t mean it like that, I’m just having a conversation”. Who’s really gaslighting who here?\\n- I’m tired of this back and forth. My question to you now is, have you gotten everything you want to get off your chest off your chest?\\n- \\n## **To do** 🫡\\n### CrowdStrike\\n- [ ] Security hub foundry - discussion with Carlos \\n- [ ] Start looking at Sentinel documentation and ways to clean up\\n- [x] Register for CCFA \\n- [x] Put in request for CCFA\\n- [ ] ChromeOs button\\n### Upland\\n- [ ] Self build application\\n- [ ] Mess around with reflex \\n## **Journal** 📜\\n%%journal%%\\n\\n## **Pinned** 📍\\n🦋[[12_favorite_problems]]\\n👨\\u200d💻[[My digital configuration]]\\n💰[[Personal Budget]]\\n😶\\u200d🌫️ [[helpfup adhd tips]]\\n✅ [[affirmations]]\\n\\n\\n## **Tasks** 😱\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\n(scheduled before tomorrow) OR (no due date)\\nNOT (tags include #buy)\\n```\\n\\n## Shopping 🛒\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\ntags include #buy\\n```', 'docid': '238919b5e7dfaafea512a473c8c1a989'}\n",
"{'text': 'what made me want to type this is the level of confidence im feeling now (mostly due to pole but also other physical attributes) and its going to be interesting to see how people react. ive never been an “aesthetics girl”, right? ive been (and still am) this super goofy no dancing no rhythm having girl, and now im more comfortable with being seen as sexy on the pole, which innately is already sexualized and that actually poses a problem more than anything but this isnt about that! anyway for the first time in my journey i want to actually make dark, sultry, sexy videos mainly in the studio in my private lessons. part of me still HATES being in front of a crowd so performing is still not something i plan to do, but in front of my pole mom i can actually TRY to be sexy and i wont feel silly. for me, a big issue is being seen trying. its so cringe to me the idea of trying to be sexy and being seen failing. almost anything pole ive ever posted on my story on ig is me showing me failing or trying to learn a new trick, b/c thats like 75% of my personality and this shit is hard. but….but…..but. then 2024 happened. and i used this ounce of confidence to want to be more serious. hence why i bust down my ayesha on spin in less than a month. (i actually had touched it once in the old studio so about a year ago, but i never put it to use. its one of the hardest pole moves and one of the most coveted and now shes my bitch <3 ).\\n', 'docid': '74a398e3abbf30fe1b3bf35abc66999a'}\n",
"{'text': 'Boooooooy do I feel stupid. 😂😂😂(not really, but a little lol).\\n\\nI really appreciate your response. I was lowkey scared you were gonna be offended and go off. Thanks for really breaking it down for me.\\n\\nI understand you a little better now. And I’m glad the whole dragging thing was a joke. I still need to get used to your sense of humor… but I’m getting there lol.\\n\\nBecause it’s a constant theme I’ve noticed on social media, the whole “hurt black woman” trope, where they go on rants and trash men (even though most deserve it) I just feel it’s a bit toxic and unhelpful.\\n\\nAll in all, I really appreciate you taking in what I said and responding in a kind manner. \\n\\nAlso, I’m sorry for that being the first message I sent to you today. I hope you’re having a great day otherwise.', 'docid': 'f7ec131cd6539f37b8d8d44b8ef82e38'}\n",
"{'text': '\\n### I had a dream about Ebun\\n![[Pasted image 20250212150606.png]]\\nWe went on a trip together. It was very strange. It wasn\\'t like a romantic getaway, it was more like a run-down hostel somewhere in Italy if I had to guess. At least it felt like Italy, but looked more like the Mombasa scene in Inception. But I was happy to be there with her. At some point, she left me to go do something, I can\\'t remember what. But I remember I was people watching from across the hostel where we were staying. I remember feeling like she was taking a long time. After a few minutes/hours (cant remember), a familiar face walked by. My dream-self recognized him as someone who was her coach or instructor, maybe it was a team event we took a trip for. I remember feeling like they might\\'ve had something going on. IDK. Dreams are weird. Anyway, a few moment later, she walked by in a stunning blue dress and went into a grocery store right next to the hostel we were staying. I don\\'t think she noticed I was across the street. I watched her go into the store, but I never saw her leave. I would\\'ve noticed if she left because the blue dress stood out among all the crowd. After a few moments, I followed her into the grocery store. She wasn\\'t there. At this point, I\\'m not sure if this was another dream from before or the same one, but I remember buying/trying a lot of snacks in the store. I went back to our hostel, her makeup was off, and she was going through her evening routine I guess. I remembered thinking to myself \"she\\'s not as pretty without makeup\", but it didn\\'t turn me off. She had scabs over her legs, but that also didn\\'t turn me off. I can\\'t remember what we talked about, but we discussed something. That\\'s all I can remember.\\nSidenote: I remember having a dream where I was walking down my childhood street in Idimu, looking for my favorite shop to buy biscuits(cookies) from. I stopped by a few shops, but nothing ever came close to the memory I had of my favorite shop. I don\\'t even think I had a favorite shop growing up. Interesting.\\n### I had a dream about Tiff\\n![[Pasted image 20250212145951.png]]\\nI can\\'t remember much from this dream, but I remember we were train surfing. Like actually riding trains at full speed. At a certain point, she almost fell off, but I grabbed on to her and I almost fell off myself. But I think we both made it safe. I remember us being in an apartment together. It felt like Spain. ', 'docid': '9ab6e1e6fafb1333ff76e27c0c238bf2'}\n",
"{'text': 'The weekend\\nMichael Jackson \\nFreddie mercury \\nKendrick Lamar \\nFlorence abs the machine \\nDavid Bowie\\nFela Kuti', 'docid': '367e8f327073564de024e6ba6cff7347'}\n",
"{'text': '**To Tiff**\\n\\n \\n\\nHey, can I be cheesy and corny for a bit? It’s kinda heavy lol.\\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\nUmmmm… So having you here these past few days have made me realize how much I really wanna spend my time with you. And in order to maximize that amount of time I would have to do things you wanna do even if it’s things I may not be particularly inclined to do. Lol.\\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\nIn case shit goes south 😂😂😂\\n\\n \\n\\nYou know what, I thought about that exact same possibility just after I sent my previous message, and it never even occurred to me as a possibility during the whole time I was contemplating telling you this 😂. But now that it is out in the open, it makes complete sense. I apologize, I completely misread the situation lol. This does not change the current relationship between us lol.\\n\\n \\n\\n \\n\\nI still wanna talk on the phone but I wanted to send this because I didn’t wanna lose my train of thought 😂😂😂\\n\\n \\n\\nThere might be some hilarious typos but that because I was initially typing it in the second person point of view as notes. So if something sounds a little weird in wording, that’s why. 😂\\n\\n \\n\\nImma just be a simp and start off by saying\\xa0 I’ve always had feelings for you. And I think you’ve known that to a certain extent. In regards to last summer I knew I must’ve been sending mixed emotions because I remember we were super sentimental during your visit posting on IG and shit lmao. And then once you went back out communication dwindled. Lowkey, when you left I was kinda sad for a lil bit lmao… why I was looking for an excuse to see you again with the wizkid concert and Cali trip or whatever lmao. But I already knew that if something started off between us the distance would always be an issue to me. And that when you were contemplating coming to ATL I didn’t think she was serious. And we stopped talking as much at that time because I didn’t wanna get my hopes up. And then we canceled the Cali trip, and canceled the wizkid trip. I lowkey thought it was because you had started dating someone and didn’t want us to take a trip together. Which is why I never really fought it lol I just kinda agreed with whatever reason you gave. 😂😂😂\\n\\n \\n\\nBut then you told me you applied for an apartment and I started getting excited again and with the trip with Mexico being planned I started caching feeling like a bitch again 😂😂😂. Because something actually happening was a possibility. And around that time you noticed we started talking a lot more. Even when you said you were being celibate I was was lowkey relieved, because I thought you were gonna say you got into a relationship with some other guy 😂😂😂\\n\\n \\n\\nWhich is why from the moment when you got approved I was lowkey tying up my lose ends so to speak lol. Because I already knew from the jump that I was going to attempt a relationship with you and I didn’t want anything jeopardizing that.', 'docid': 'dd13ce4c2362c544a354555304f24e23'}\n",
"{'text': \"\\n\\n1. What did you do this year that you’d never done before?\\n\\t- traveled to see a girl\\n\\t- worked two jobs\\n1. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?\\n\\t - I didn't make one\\n1. Did anyone close to you give birth?\\n\\t- Dunni gave birth to Zuri\\n\\t- Ehi will probably be giving birth this year in December\\n1. Did anyone close to you die?\\n\\t- Thankfully no\\n1. What cities/states/countries did you visit?\\n\\t- Nigeria\\n\\t- New York - first time\\n\\t- Chattanooga - ruby falls\\n\\t- Puero Rico\\n\\t- Tampa\\n\\t- Qatar \\n\\t- Ivory Coast\\n1. What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?\\n\\t - A stable second job lol\\n\\t - A fulfilling relationship\\n1. What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?\\n\\t- Can't remember\\n1. What was your biggest achievement of the year?\\n\\t- Not sure is has happened yet\\n1. What was your biggest failure?\\n\\t1. Jem 😭😂\\n2. What other hardships did you face?\\n\\t1. Loneliness I guess \\n3. Did you suffer illness or injury?\\n\\t1. I’m pretty sure I have Covid right now Lmao\\n\\t2. I fell off my bike and my wrist had been hurting for a considerable amount of time. This shit sucks\\n4. What was the best thing you bought?\\n\\t1. A freaking MacBook Air. I use it way more than I anticipated \\n5. Whose behavior merited celebration?\\n\\t1. Hmmmm… not sure \\n6. Whose behavior made you appalled?\\n\\t1. Can’t think of any\\n7. Where did most of your money go?\\n\\t1. Food and stuff for the house. \\n\\t2. Spent a few bit on trips as well\\n8. What did you get really, really, really excited about?\\n\\t1. The thought of Gem moving to the US\\n9. What song will always remind you of this year?\\n\\t1. Daffodil?\\n10. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?\\n\\t1. Richer for sure \\n\\t2. Muuuch fatter\\n\\t3. Sadder I think? \\n11. What do you wish you’d done more of?\\n\\t1. Exercising \\n\\t2. Traveling \\n\\t3. Cultivating relationships \\n\\t4. Saving\\n\\t5. Journaling\\n12. What do you wish you’d done less of?\\n\\t1. Eating \\n\\t2. Watching tv \\n13. How are you spending the holidays?\\n\\t1. Bolu spent a few days at my place\\n\\t2. Watched Harry Potter with Debbie, but we both passed out after eating 😂\\n\\t3. Hosted Dapo, jola, Muyiwa, and uncle kenny 2 days before Christmas. \\n\\t4. Hosted family on Christmas day\\n\\t5. fell sick lol\\n14. Did you fall in love this year?\\n\\t1. It’s November and as of now, definitely no. Not even sure I’m capable of falling in love anymore. I feel like a shell of a person with no true desires, motivation, values, idk. I just feel like a cardboard box,\\n15. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?\\n\\t1. Can’t say, definitely a few people I think less of \\n16. What was your favorite show?\\n\\t1. Succession\\n\\t2. Slow horses\\n17. What was the best book you read?\\n\\t1. Career warfare\\n18. What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?\\n\\t1. Finally listened to dawn fm. What an amazing album.\\n19. What was your favorite film?\\n\\t1. Damn I can’t remember all of the movies I saw but across the spider verse was really good. I saw After Yang literally on New Year’s Eve and in think we’ll stick with me for a while.\\n20. What was your favorite meal?\\n\\t1. Fish from le paon. God damn that shut was good. Only reason I’d ever go back to Ivory Coast. \\n21. What did you want and get?\\n\\t1. A second job, then I lost it. Twice. 😂\\n22. What did you want and not get?\\n\\t1. A relationship that I enjoy\\n\\t2. A promotion\\n23. What did you do on your birthday?\\n\\t1. I was on a work trip lmao\\n24. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?\\n\\t1. Finding a life partner I guess\\n25. How would you describe your personal fashion this year?\\n\\t1. Dress for comfort\\n26. What kept you sane?\\n\\t1. Obsidian 😭\\n27. Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?\\n\\t1. Biden… he’s been on his shit\\n28. What political issue stirred you the most?\\n\\t1. Tuberville is a mothrrfuckrr\\n\\t2. Israel attack on hamas\\n\\t3. Trump’s bull shit \\n29. Who did you miss?\\n\\t1. Kora 🙈\\n\\t2. Moyo surprisingly\\n\\t3. Busola a bit \\n\\t4. I miss Jem a little bit too. Not romantically, but she would've been a great friend. We should've stayed friends.\\n30. Who was the best new person you met?\\n\\t1. I can’t say I met too many people this year.\\n31. What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?\\n\\t1. Relationships are imprtant\\n\\t2. Peace of mind is important, although I already knew this.\\n\\t3. More money more problems\\n32. What is a quote that sums up your year?\\n\\t1. Ups and downs\", 'docid': 'dfc09845142dfb1a5cee49ef56417a98'}\n",
"{'text': '---\\ntags:\\n - dailynote\\ndate:\\n \"{ date:YYYY-MM-DD }\": \\nbanner: \"![[revival_1280x720.png]]\"\\nbanner_y: 0.496\\nbanner_x: 0.5\\n---\\n\\n## **To do** 🫡\\n\\n- [ ] \\n## **Notes** 📝 \\n\\nI honestly have no idea how I feel. I\\'m not sure if I\\'m heart broken, upset, depressed, confused... maybe its a combination of all? I thought we were going somewhere. I mean, I knew we didn\\'t really describe what we were doing, but I thought we were on a positive trajectory. I was blindsided. I knew you weren\\'t quite there yet, but I thought you would be in time. You promised me you would in time. And then yesterday happened. Maybe this is karma? I don\\'t know. To be honest though, I\\'m not quite as hurt as I thought I\\'d be. I would probably be myself within the week. So maybe you did both of us a favor? Or was I shielding myself from what I knew was the inevitable? Maybe you knew me more than I knew myself. It could\\'ve been nice though. Everything we said we would do together. I really wanted that. You taught me a lot. I tried my best. There\\'s not enough history to lament, but I can\\'t help but grieve(?) for what never happened.\\n## **Quotes** 🎙️\\n\\n- _“Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster... for when you gaze long into the abyss. The abyss gazes also into you.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche_\\n- _Human nature is not a machine to be built after a model, and set to do exactly the work prescribed for it, but a tree, which requires to grow and develop itself on all sides, according to the tendency of the inward forces which make it a living thing. - John Stuart Mill_\\n- _Everythin_\\n## **Pinned** 📍\\n✅ [[affirmations]]\\n🎙️ [[03_resources/_queries/Quotes|Quotes]]\\n\\n## **Tasks** 😱\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\n(scheduled before tomorrow) OR (no due date)\\nNOT (tags include #buy)\\n```\\n\\n## Shopping 🛒\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\ntags include #buy\\n```', 'docid': 'b858ac891b4a98eff370fa137f802fd0'}\n",
"{'text': \"\\n\\n- What did you do this year that you’d never done before?\\n\\t- Traveled to Turkey, Ethiopia, Kenya\\n\\t- Fly a girl out\\n- Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?\\n\\t- lmao, no.\\n- Did anyone close to you give birth?\\n\\t- No\\n\\t- Dunni had another kid\\n- Did anyone close to you die?\\n\\t- Thankfully no.\\n- What cities/states/countries did you visit?\\n\\t- New York\\n\\t- Nevada\\n\\t- Kenya\\n\\t- Turkey\\n\\t- Ethiopia\\n\\t- Tennessee\\n\\t- \\n- What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?\\n\\t- A rental property\\n\\t- A serious steady relationship \\n- What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?\\n\\t- The fucking day I almost died in a car accident in Ethiopia. But I can't remember the date lol.\\n- What was your biggest achievement of the year?\\n\\t- Not gonna lie, I made a lot of money this year. Way too much.\\n- What was your biggest failure?\\n\\t- Relationships\\n\\t- Weight gain\\n- What other hardships did you face?\\n\\t- My mom's student loans situation. We got that figured out though.\\n- Did you suffer illness or injury?\\n\\t- I got sick a few times.\\n\\t- Got into an accident, but nothing major\\n- What was the best thing you bought?\\n\\t- sonos sub\\n\\t- sony camera\\n\\t- A new coffee table (fucking love this shit)\\n- Whose behavior merited celebration?\\n\\t- Fuck these niggas\\n- Whose behavior made you appalled?\\n\\t- Fucking Mary. This bitch can be very annoying.\\n- Where did most of your money go?\\n\\t- Stocks\\n\\t- Savings\\n\\t- Food\\n\\t- trips\\n- What did you get really, really, really excited about?\\n\\t- Working at CrowdStrike\\n- What song will always remind you of this year?\\n\\t- Not like us.\\n- Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?\\n\\t- Happier in a weird way\\n\\t- Definitely mich richer\\n\\t- Fatter for sure. Gosh I need to fix this.\\n- What do you wish you’d done more of?\\n\\t- Exercising\\n\\t- Traveling\\n\\t- Cultivating relationships\\n\\t- Hanging out with friends\\n\\t- reading more\\n\\t- spent more time learning technologies\\n- What do you wish you’d done less of?\\n\\t- Eating \\n\\t- Watching tv\\n\\t- Porn\\n\\t- Staying at home\\n- How are you spending the holidays?\\n\\t- Hosted family on boxing day and it was LIIIT!!!\\n- Did you fall in love this year?\\n\\t- I'm not even sure what that means anymore. I became VERY infatuated with certain people, but that wore off pretty quickly.\\n- Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?\\n\\t- Not really.\\n- What was your favorite show?\\n\\t- Presumed Innocent\\n\\t- Slow Horses\\n\\t- Penguin\\n- What was the best book you read?\\n\\t- Spook Street\\n- What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?\\n\\t- JPEG Mafia really is THAT NIGGA!\\n- What was your favorite film?\\n\\t- Dune 2 probably\\n- What was your favorite meal?\\n\\t- Daaamn, probably the coconut rice and chicken from tastee ooor the rice and beans and stew from that one restaurant in Kenya.\\n- What did you want and get?\\n\\t- A second job, and I kept it.\\n\\t- Sonos sub and rear speakers\\n\\t- Decent savings, stocks\\n- What did you want and not get?\\n\\t- A relationship that I enjoy\\n- What did you do on your birthday?\\n\\t- Spent it with the twins and their friends. It was pretty chill and fun\\n- What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?\\n\\t- Losing weight aarrrgh\\n- How would you describe your personal fashion this year?\\n\\t- Dress for comfort\\n\\t- Dress cheap\\n- What kept you sane?\\n\\t- Obsidian 😭\\n- Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?\\n\\t- Kendrick... That man stood on business.\\n- What political issue stirred you the most?\\n\\t- Trump's win. But honestly, I don't give a fuck anymore.\\n- Who did you miss?\\n\\t- NOBODY!\\n- Who was the best new person you met?\\n\\t- Timi - even though the relationship is kinda fading.\\n\\t- Timi - even though the relationship is kinda fading.\\n- What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?\\n\\t- Hmmmm... idk.\\n- What is a quote that sums up your year?\\n\\t- Idk\\n\\n- [x] #task answer yearly survey start:: 2024-12-01 due:: 2025-01-30 [start:: 2024-11-01] [scheduled:: 2024-11-01] [due:: 2025-01-30] [completion:: 2025-01-01]\\n- [ ] #task answer yearly questions for 2025 [start:: 2025-12-01] [due:: 2026-01-31]\", 'docid': 'c9c088fbd3812af6ac32a8e941d916a8'}\n",
"{'text': 'What’re you passionate about?\\nWhat is your biggest goal or dream?\\nWhat has your love life been like?\\n\\n\\nLoves skittles, donuts, and vinyls. Doesn’t really like chocolate. Grew up lactose intolerant.\\n\\nBday October 21\\n\\n\\n\\n#### Thoughts\\n###### 12-09-2024\\nIdk about this girl. One second shes letting me \"play\" with her, the next she\\'s giving me the cold shoulder. Idk. Anyway, we spent a long time talking at her mom\\'s bday. It was probably the most in depth conversation we ever had... but it still feels like I\\'m on square one. I like her, but I don\\'t know her well enough to know if I *LIKE* her like her. Idk, too much uncertainty for me. But I do wanna smash.######\\n\\n', 'docid': '4e65081dd9565287a0768a624e1f646d'}\n",
"{'text': 'Stop being a bitch. Talk your shit to these bitches and bounce\\n\\nTreat 🇨🇮 like a princess bro. She’s sweet. Don’t mess her up\\n\\n- [-] #task send money to mummy upstairs\\n\\nIf you decide to date 🇰🇪, nigga you got to take her as seriously as moyo. Can’t double-double dip and bounce. Hope that makes sense\\n\\nIntroduce yourself to the prettiest girls \\n\\nBe hype, be fun, be nice, talk to everyone.', 'docid': 'a1fb131d9cc3cfbf9f82e93137599905'}\n",
"{'text': 'How I Quit Binge Eating - A Guide for those who struggle\\n\\nI used to binge eat 3x times a week in an excess of 3,000 calories or more. Food had an incredible amount of power over me. I was scared to go places because I was worried I would binge eat. I won\\'t go over how it got to that place. But I\\'ll tell you how I got out and now have the healthiest relationship with food that I\\'ve ever had.\\n\\n# Step 1 - Understanding\\n\\n**Reading List**\\n*Kathryn Hanson - Brain Over Binge\\n*Dr. Livingston - Never Binge Again\\n*Jack Trimpey - Rational Recovery + Taming the Feast Beast\\n*Charles Duhigg - The Power of Habit\\n\\nThe four books listed above are what gave me a good understanding of what binge urges really were and what was causing my binge urges.\\n\\n### Insight 1 - All binges are caused by the urge to binge. \\nYou only binge to cope with the urge to binge and get the subsequent anxiety/anticipatory relief from the craving. This is explained best by Kathryn Hanson, although she is really taking Jack Trimpey\\'s concept in RR and applying it to binge eating. There is no greater meaning to your binges. Thinking otherwise will actually validate your binges and make it harder to stop! Many things may trigger an urge, but the actual binge itself is always caused by the thought along the lines of \"Hey let\\'s binge eat right now\". Everyone gets stressed, bored, angry, etc. But not everyone binges because they don\\'t get the urge in the first place because they never developed that habit.\\n\\n\\n### Insight 2 - The urge to binge is not you, and comes from a different part of your brain that has no access to your voluntary muscles. \\nThis explains your ambivalence towards binge eating. Part of you REALLY wants to stop (why else you be reading a post called how to stop binge eating?), but part of you feels like it wants to binge eat. The part of you that wants to stop, is the real you, and the part that says binge eat can be dismissed.\\n\\n\\n### Insight 3 - You have total control over your voluntary movements and nothing - no thought, feeling, or sensation - can make you binge eat. \\nAgain going back to \"all binges are caused by the urge to binge\". Let\\'s do a thinking exercise. Think about shaving your head right now. Really think about it and try to let that thought move your hands. No matter how much you try to convince yourself to shave your head, your hands probably haven\\'t moved an inch. Because you actually don\\'t want to shave your head. And you actually don\\'t want to binge eat either, but you get tricked into thinking you do by thinking that thoughts that encourage binge eating have meaning or significance. If you can accept with 100% commitment that you NEVER want to binge eat and that all thoughts, feelings, and sensations telling you to binge eat are garbage, things become a lot easier. Accept that you have total control - NOTHING can make you binge eat, especially not mere thoughts. You are not powerless. \\n\\n\\n### Insight 4 - Binge eating is nothing more than a really bad habit. \\nHow your binge eating habit started doesn\\'t matter because now it wired into your brain. Your cravings to binge are just generated neurological impulses to carry out a habit in the same way that your urge to brush your teeth at night is from the same process. There is no greater meaning to your binges. Recognizing the cue for the habit (binge eating) and the reward (relief from the craving) can give you the space you need to stop immediately acting on the habit.\\n\\n\\nAgain all of this makes a lot more sense if you read the books.\\n\\n\\n# Step 2 - Putting new beliefs into practice\\nMy pivotal moment was doing the crash course in addictive voice recognition technique (AVRT) on Jack Trimpey\\'s [website](http://www.rational.org/index.php?id=36). Mentally replace alcohol/drugs with binge eating, when you read through it. That was the thing that did it - that empowered me to fully stop binge eating. I had the power to stop all along. Using Kathryn Hanson\\'s advice in Brain Over Binge, I dismissed all thoughts that encouraged binge eating. Before, a thought about binge eating would make me wildly upset, I\\'d get in a frenzy, panic, get angry/sad/annoyed, cave, and binge. Now I hear those thoughts with detachment. They can\\'t make me do anything. And once you stop binge eating and acting out on these thoughts, the cravings and urges diminish over time.\\n\\n\\n# Step 3 - Getting back to normal eating\\n\\n\\n### 1. Neutralize Food: The single greatest thing you can do for your mental and physical wellbeing (after you stop binge eating, of course) is to not let food have so much power over you. \\nStop treating food like a drug, a medicine, like this great unstoppable force, like your reason for living. It\\'s just a donut. You can eat it and the universe will not explode. You can also not eat it, and likewise you\\'ll be fine. The importance and power you give to food creates stress and causes you to obsess over it. \"Should I eat it or shouldn\\'t I?\" over and over and over debating in your head as if your decision will cause WWIII. It\\'s not that high stakes! Seriously. No other inanimate object likely causes you this much stress. Think of food in the same way, i.e. neutrally.\\n\\n\\n###2. Neutralize food obsession.\\nNormal people are not thinking about food all day outside of their meals. They get hungry, but they don\\'t treat hunger as an emergency. It\\'s just a sensation that doesn\\'t need to be immediately satisfied. If you find yourself anxiously waiting for your next meal or obsessing/fantasizing about food, 1) don\\'t judge those thoughts, 2) accept that they are there/don\\'t try to get rid of them, and 3) don\\'t get so wrapped up in them (this is basically mindfulness meditation 101 btw). These thoughts are no different than thoughts about binge eating. Neutralizing these thoughts and not letting them have power over you will allow you to move on and get back to what you were doing.\\n\\n\\n###3. Eating normally.\\nMy eating plan now is very simple - 2-3 meals a day, no snacks. Generally I try to eat when hungry, stop when I\\'m full, which sounds simple but it used to feel impossible to do. But whenever I feel those crazed, frenzied thoughts saying \"Eat! Eat! Eat!\" that encourage me to act impulsively around food, I take a step back and think \"Bruh it\\'s just food.\" I relax basically and don\\'t listen to those thoughts.\\nNow for those of you with more complex eating issues, this is where Dr. Livingstone\\'s Never Binge Again comes in. He used to be obese and used the philosophy along Jack Trimpey\\'s Rational Recovery to solve his bad food habits. [https://www.eatlikeanormalperson.com/](https://www.eatlikeanormalperson.com/) is also a good website for a simple eating plan. She also had binge eating disorder for years and was obese but overcame her food issues. \\n\\n4. This one is sort of an aside but don\\'t food orgasm. You know when you\\'re eating something really tasty or you\\'re eating when you\\'re super HUNGRy and you\\'re thinking \"oh my fucking god this is sooooooOOOOoooOOO good!!!\" and you\\'re in like complete ecstasy? Stop doing that. You\\'re treating food like a drug. Be grateful for food. Find pleasure in food and see it as an enjoyable activity. But for god\\'s sake don\\'t food orgasm. #NeutralizeFood\\n\\nFinally as a closing note, I\\'d like to say that all of these things are skills that you can develop. Having the right mindset -- believing that you can stop, that you never want to binge eat, that you have 100% power over your voluntary movements, etc. -- will be a huge asset in your journey.\\n\\nPS. All of the books listed can be found online for free except for Jack Trimpey\\'s book, but he does offer a free course on his website.\\n\\n\\n', 'docid': '59914eb18d0d6f17f2dd1c4a8b8f6ef4'}\n",
"{'text': '- bday July 13\\n- Chocoholic \\n- likes coffee \\n\\t- ~ get her a whole coffee making apparatus\\n- likes to be told what to do (jokingly)\\n\\t- Dates\\n\\t- Travel plans\\n![[IMG_9064.jpeg]]\\n\\nLoose change - Brent faiyaz\\n\\nhttps://music.apple.com/us/playlist/me-and-bae/pl.a13aca4f4f2c45538472de9014057cc0\\n\\nSpeakeasy’s https://www.atlantaeats.com/blog/atlantas-secret-speakeasies/\\n\\n\\n- [ ] make her pasta \\n\\n[[blog entry she sent me]]\\n\\n\\n[[how we met]]\\n\\n- Things you need to fix\\n\\t- Asians. Asians are cool. They don’t fuck with us, but we’re better than that. \\n\\t- Calling gays faggots. Not cool.\\n\\n\\nHave you ever been with someone you truly believe was the one?\\n\\n- @ Temi: I used to think the universe would just tell me who my person was. But now I believe you actively choose who you want to be with, and when you choose the right person, it feels like the universe made that decision for you.\\n\\n![[Screenshot 2024-04-21 at 10.22.54 PM.jpeg]]\\n![[Screenshot 2024-04-21 at 10.23.10 PM.jpeg]]\\n\\n\\n\\n- $ $Bribe her with iced matcha', 'docid': '2e86aaf96ff3c395c073aec01c4abb7e'}\n",
"{'text': 'Mom and me go on vacation\\n\\nOn the risk to vacation we come across multiple tragic traumatic and bizarre events\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nTinubu was at a wedding were invited to\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nAfrican school girl would spontaneously combust', 'docid': '3b5d212e384160b2a0473ea8815453d7'}\n",
"{'text': \"02-17-2025 12:51am\\nI know we were supposed to take a week to marinate or whatever, but honestly, I don't need a week to think this through. Ebun, I wanna be with you. And I hope my actions and my words thus far reflect that. We've discussed my faith, and I recognize that's very important to you. That's something I'm reconciling and have been talking to people I trust about. I just don't talk about it much with you, because I don't want to make it seem like I'm doing this just to be with you. I want it to be about me first and foremost. But I'd also be lying if I said you're not a big part of that reason. Because I realize that's the only way I can get to know you on a deeper level. \\nI feel really good when I'm with you, and I think about you A LOT, and that's not something that happens with other people a lot. You bring out a part of me that I shield from most people. I'm not saying we're perfect for each other, or we're gonna get married, to be sincere I'm kinda nervous about the whole thing, but I feel like there's something there, and I want us to explore that. I would rather have it not work out than to not have tried at all. That, would be a deep regret for me.\\nYou can still take the week to think this through if you want, but I feel like this had to be said now lol.\\nHave a great night, and I hope you have a wonderful week ahead. :)\", 'docid': '25d7a0e643133f3307fb14aa984fce4e'}\n",
"{'text': \"\\n\\n- What did you do this year that you’d never done before?\\n\\t- Traveled to Turkey, Ethiopia, Kenya\\n\\t- Fly a girl out\\n- Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?\\n\\t- lmao, no.\\n- Did anyone close to you give birth?\\n\\t- No\\n- Did anyone close to you die?\\n\\t- Thankfully no.\\n- What cities/states/countries did you visit?\\n\\t- New York\\n\\t- Nevada\\n\\t- Kenya\\n\\t- Turkey\\n\\t- Ethiopia\\n\\t- Tennessee\\n\\t- \\n- What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?\\n\\t- A rental property\\n\\t- A serious steady relationship \\n- What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?\\n\\t- The fucking day I almost died in a car accident in Ethiopia. But I can't remember the date lol.\\n- What was your biggest achievement of the year?\\n\\t- Not gonna lie, I made a lot of money this year. Way too much.\\n- What was your biggest failure?\\n\\t- Relationships\\n\\t- Weight gain\\n- What other hardships did you face?\\n\\t- My mom's student loans situation. We got that figured out though.\\n- Did you suffer illness or injury?\\n\\t- I got sick a few times.\\n\\t- Got into an accident, but nothing major\\n- What was the best thing you bought?\\n\\t- \\n- Whose behavior merited celebration?\\n\\t- \\n- Whose behavior made you appalled?\\n\\t- Can’t think of any\\n- Where did most of your money go?\\n\\t- Stocks\\n\\t- Savings\\n\\t- Food\\n\\t- trips\\n- What did you get really, really, really excited about?\\n\\t- Working at CrowdStrike\\n- What song will always remind you of this year?\\n\\t- Not like us.\\n- Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?\\n\\t- Happier in a weird way\\n\\t- Definitely mich richer\\n\\t- Fatter for sure. Gosh I need to fix this.\\n- What do you wish you’d done more of?\\n\\t- Exercising\\n\\t- Traveling\\n\\t- Cultivating relationships\\n\\t- Hanging out with friends\\n\\t- reading more\\n\\t- spent more time learning technologies\\n- What do you wish you’d done less of?\\n\\t- Eating \\n\\t- Watching tv\\n\\t- Porn\\n\\t- Staying at home\\n- How are you spending the holidays?\\n\\t- Hosted family on boxing day and it was LIIIT!!!\\n- Did you fall in love this year?\\n\\t- I'm not even sure what that means anymore. I became VERY infatuated with certain people, but that wore off pretty quickly.\\n- Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?\\n\\t- Not really.\\n- What was your favorite show?\\n\\t- Presumed Innocent\\n\\t- Slow Horses\\n- What was the best book you read?\\n\\t- Spook Street\\n- What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?\\n\\t- JPEG Mafia really is THAT NIGGA!\\n- What was your favorite film?\\n\\t- Dune 2 probably\\n- What was your favorite meal?\\n\\t- Daaamn, probably the coconut rice and chicken from tastee ooor the rice and beans and stew from that one restaurant in Kenya.\\n- What did you want and get?\\n\\t- A second job, and I kept it.\\n\\t- Sonos sub and rear speakers\\n\\t- Decent savings, stocks\\n- What did you want and not get?\\n\\t- A relationship that I enjoy\\n- What did you do on your birthday?\\n\\t- Spent it with the twins and their friends. It was pretty chill and fun\\n- What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?\\n\\t- Losing weight aarrrgh\\n- How would you describe your personal fashion this year?\\n\\t- Dress for comfort\\n\\t- Dress cheap\\n- What kept you sane?\\n\\t- Obsidian 😭\\n- Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?\\n\\t- Kendrick... That man stood on business.\\n- What political issue stirred you the most?\\n\\t- Trump's win. But honestly, I don't give a fuck anymore.\\n- Who did you miss?\\n\\t- NOBODY!\\n- Who was the best new person you met?\\n\\t- Timi - even though the relationship is kinda fading.\\n\\t- Timi - even though the relationship is kinda fading.\\n- What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?\\n\\t- Hmmmm... idk.\\n- What is a quote that sums up your year?\\n\\t- Idk\\n\\n- [x] #task answer yearly survey start:: 2024-12-01 due:: 2025-01-30 [start:: 2024-11-01] [scheduled:: 2024-11-01] [due:: 2025-01-30] [completion:: 2025-01-01]\", 'docid': 'c374b90825479dae87a9585f2278b76f'}\n",
"{'text': 'Marie, I’m so sorry from the bottom of my heart. I really hope you believe me. Honestly, I wish we met under different circumstances. You’re an amazing person, and you’re someone I will never forget.\\n\\nYou did nothing to offend me, and the short time we spent together was the best part of my visit.\\n\\nI know you probably think I used you, but I want you to know you’re the only girl I spent time with.\\n\\nI know we made plans, but it just didn’t align with the plans my friends made. And since I’m a foreigner in this country, I couldn’t leave them and be by myself.\\n\\nI was scared to talk to you because I thought you would hate me for missing our appointment. I didn’t even translate your messages until now because they were very long and I thought you would insult me. \\n\\nToday is my last day, and honestly I thought it would be best to not message you so that you can forget me, but you deserve more than that.\\n\\nThis is why I’m writing you. I’m so sorry for how things turned out. \\n\\nI would still love to keep in touch if you want to. If you don’t want to, I understand. 🙏', 'docid': '23e5a04e241af85d43591a73d36f6562'}\n",
"{'text': \"I know we were supposed to take a week to marinate or whatever, but honestly, I don't need a week to think this through. Ebun, I wanna be with you. And I hope my actions and my words thus far reflect that. We've discussed my faith, and I recognize that's very important to you. That's something I'm reconciling and have been talking to people I trust about. I just don't talk about it much with you, because I don't want to make it seem like I'm doing this just to be with you. I want it to be about me first and foremost. But I'd also be lying if I said you're not a big part of that reason. Because I realize that's the only way I can get to know you on a deeper level. \\nI feel really good when I'm with you, and I think about you A LOT, and that's not something that happens with other people a lot. You bring out a part of me that I shield from most people. I'm not saying we're perfect for each other, or we're gonna get married, to be sincere I'm kinda nervous about the whole thing, but I feel like there's something there, and I want us to explore that. I would rather have it not work out than to not have tried at all. That, would be a deep regret for me.\\nYou can still take the week to think this through if you want, but I feel like this had to be said now lol.\\nHave a great night, and I hope you have a wonderful week ahead. :)\", 'docid': '3e9e4aa21f56b61cf9abbb1d8cdc36ae'}\n",
"{'text': '---\\ntags:\\n - dailynote\\ndate:\\n \"{ date:YYYY-MM-DD }\": \\nbanner: \"![[revival_1280x720.png]]\"\\nbanner_y: 0.496\\nbanner_x: 0.5\\n---\\n\\n## **Notes** 📝 \\n\\n\\n## **To do** 🫡\\n\\n- [ ] \\n## **Journal** 📜\\n- ~ \"First day of the new year coming to a close. Today was pretty good all things considered. I didn’t overeat and didn’t take edibles or alcohol or hookah. I’m proud of that. Work starts tomorrow. I’m dreading this shit. Then we have PI planning next week. Sigh. Anyway, I’m looking forward to what the rest of the year has in store for me. Good things I hope.\" @ 2024-01-01T21:39:51-05:00 >> Flowery Branch\\n%%journal%%\\n\\n## **Pinned** 📍\\n🦋[[12_favorite_problems]]\\n👨\\u200d💻[[My digital configuration]]\\n💰[[Personal Budget]]\\n\\n## **Tasks** 😱\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\n(scheduled before tomorrow) OR (no due date)\\nNOT (tags include #buy)\\n```\\n\\n## Shopping 🛒\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\ntags include #buy\\n```', 'docid': 'cd26c9a13432182faf5d9b31462d25ec'}\n",
"{'text': '\\n\\n- What did you do this year that you’d never done before?\\n- Did you keep your new year’s resolutions?\\n- Did anyone close to you give birth?\\n- Did anyone close to you die?\\n- What cities/states/countries did you visit?\\n- What would you like to have next year that you lacked this year?\\n- What date(s) from this year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?\\n- What was your biggest achievement of the year?\\n- What was your biggest failure?\\n- What other hardships did you face?\\n- Did you suffer illness or injury?\\n- What was the best thing you bought?\\n- Whose behavior merited celebration?\\n- Whose behavior made you appalled?\\n- Where did most of your money go?\\n- What did you get really, really, really excited about?\\n- What song will always remind you of this year?\\n- Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? Thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?\\n- What do you wish you’d done more of?\\n- What do you wish you’d done less of?\\n- How are you spending the holidays?\\n- Did you fall in love this year?\\n- Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?\\n- What was your favorite show?\\n- What was the best book you read?\\n- What was your greatest musical discovery of the year?\\n- What was your favorite film?\\n- What was your favorite meal?\\n- What did you want and get?\\n- What did you want and not get?\\n- What did you do on your birthday?\\n- What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?\\n- How would you describe your personal fashion this year?\\n- What kept you sane?\\n- Which celebrity/public figure did you admire the most?\\n- What political issue stirred you the most?\\n- Who did you miss?\\n- Who was the best new person you met?\\n- What valuable life lesson did you learn this year?\\n- What is a quote that sums up your year?\\n\\n- [ ] create task for next year', 'docid': '0ee1869d1183b4978e6232e7c2e1f111'}\n",
"{'text': '“Why’d you bring a second swimming trunk? Incase the first one gets wet?” - random kid from summer camp\\n\\n“No post on Sundays” - Justin Yin\\n\\n“If you were my wife, I’d beat you.” - Ashely’s gay best friend ', 'docid': '9aece65cc30601e0bc137d81b59cff6d'}\n",
"{'text': '**To Gem**\\n\\n \\n\\nGood morning my love.First and foremost I want to apologize for how I came at you yesterday. I have a feeling I could’ve approached you better. Honest to god, I never want to make you upset or make you feel bad. And if I did, I’m truly truly sorry about that.\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nAfter assessing thoughts, I’ve come to the realization that I never really gave you the full picture. The reason I was so upset you never checked in with me is because to be honest I’ve dealt with rejection and people just pushing me aside pretty much all my life lol. From being cheated on, to my dad abandoning the family, to me having to go live with friends because some of my family members didn’t want me living with them. These are things that I still deal with.\\xa0 Which is why I try my hardest to be as self sustainable as possible. That being said, when you didn’t check in yesterday it pretty much gave me flashbacks. Remember when\\xa0 was I Ijebu and we were talking in the phone, I think I touched on why my ex and I broke up. I told you I started noticing some strange things. She started acting out of the ordinary, not checking in with me was one of those things she started doing. I think you see where I’m going with this.\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nIm honestly not a controlling person, but things like checking in, means A LOT TO ME. It tells me you hood me in enough regard that you’re willing to keep me up to date with your life, and honestly, I cherish that a lot. So when you didn’t do that yesterday, that really hurt me a lot. Which is why I was so upset, I just couldn’t articulate it at the time.\\n\\n \\n\\nI hope this gives you a bit of insight into why I approached you the way I did.\\n\\n \\n\\nAlso, the “hey look” was very disrespectful on my part, that’s not how I should talk to someone I love… yes, this is my first time saying it. I know when I love someone, and i love you Jemimah. There’s no doubt there.\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nThe only thing I ask of you is that when I bring up these things, you try to understand where I’m coming from… as irrational as it may seem. I will never start and argument with you unnecessarily. You have my word on this. When I bring it hose things up, it’s not to start arguments. I bring these things up because I have a history of not bringing up issues in the past, and it always ends up worse than it is.\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nAlso, please be more sentimental with me. A sweet message here and there goes a loooong way. Trust me.\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nHopefully this message lets you know where I’m coming, and explains what was going through my mind at the time:\\xa0\\n\\n \\n\\nI’m going off the bed now. I want you to have an amazing day. Please don’t let what happened yesterday mess with your day. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘', 'docid': 'a4f23500f632b26b4edbaa715eb73d04'}\n",
"{'text': '---\\ntags:\\n - dailynote\\ndate:\\n \"{ date:YYYY-MM-DD }\": \\nbanner: \"![[revival_1280x720.png]]\"\\nbanner_y: 0.496\\nbanner_x: 0.5\\n---\\n\\n## **Notes** 📝 \\n\\n\\n## **To do** 🫡\\n\\n- [ ] \\n## **Journal** 📜\\n- ~ \"I binged last night (slightly) but I’m proud I didn’t let it go overboard. I was this 👌close to raiding the gas station for ice cream and cookies. I hate my sweet tooth. Progress though strong 💪 \" @ 2023-11-20T10:00:52-05:00 >> Flowery Branch\\n%%journal%%\\n\\n## **Pinned** 📍\\n🦋[[12_favorite_problems]]\\n👨\\u200d💻[[My digital configuration]]\\n💰[[Personal Budget]]\\n\\n## **Tasks** 😱\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\n(scheduled before tomorrow) OR (no due date)\\nNOT (tags include #buy)\\n```\\n\\n## Shopping 🛒\\n\\n```tasks\\nnot done\\ntags include #buy\\n```', 'docid': '60f83a0f76c7243f67d4559c7abfc584'}\n"
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"def search_query(query_text, collection):\n",
" model = LateInteractionTextEmbedding(model_name=\"colbert-ir/colbertv2.0\")\n",
" embedding = list(model.embed([query_text]))[0][0] # First inner vector\n",
" response = collection.query.near_vector(near_vector=embedding)\n",
" for obj in response.objects:\n",
" print(obj.properties)\n",
"\n",
"search_query(\"What did I make on my independence day party\", client.collections.get(COLLECTION_NAME))"
]
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